why is it that every time i do anything my mind ultimately ends up on you? no matter how hard i try, no matter how many words i put in your mouth to make you look like such a bitch... i cant hate you that's the worst part if i hated you it wouldn't be so hard to ignore you it wouldn't be so hard to read the away message that shows the love that i use to receive, but i dont anymore if only there was a way to get you out of my head if only i had the power to do it if only there was somehting that did has that power... i would give the world for any thing that could make the pain i feel go away, how does what you hated about me turn u on about him? why is it so hard why do i care so much?
"I think of our time together is it fading
am I dreaming everything you said lives on
I cherish our memories
I want to kiss your tears away tonight
it's hard to give up the one
You never thought you'd leave"

Why is this so hard? When you become part of someone and that someone is gone before you have time to even notice it, that person will always have a part of you...it makes it easy when you say fuck it i dont even want that part back, but it makes it that much harder when you relise that that part of you is the part of you that makes you happy, will i ever be happy with out that part?